"What kind of job do you have?"
It was an understandable question, posed innocently by an investment
banker with whom I'd gathered at a campground bonfire in Utah. We were
talking about how we spent the day -- he rafting and I hiking -- when he
began lamenting that his time was coming to an end. Naturally, he asked
me when I had to go back, and when I answered, he posed his very
predictable question.
It is a rare privilege to be granted sabbatic leave, one for which I
am deeply grateful. With nine days down, I'm grateful to press pause
long enough to offer a bit of a report. My first five days were spent in
solitude in a desert environment, partly to assist in my efforts to
detach, but also because I've long wanted to dive into a hefty book "The
Solace of Fierce Landscapes: Exploring Desert and Mountain
Spirituality" in an environment consonant with the subject. The author,
Belden Lane, is a Presbyterian minister on faculty at a Roman Catholic
University where he teaches Jewish stories and occasionally lectures at
the Vedanta society. He offers a thorough analysis of apophatic prayer
in the Christian tradition and organizes his book in the pattern of
classic Christian spirituality: purgation, illumination and union. They
are symbolized respectively by the desert, mountain, and cloud. It has
been a tough but worthwhile read. The bleakness of the desert augmented
my sense of purgation, and I trust later experiences in the mountains
will lead to illumination and perhaps even union.
In addition, I've done some lighter reading: two books on St. Francis
in preparation for our time in Assisi, an extra 30 minutes a day with
the New York Times, and a novel I'm finding too gruesome to recommend.
If you're on social media, you also know I've interspersed my time with
some epic wilderness ventures in hopes of satisfying my love of unsafe
terrain. If you must know more, conduct a search on the "Whole
Enchilada" and "Slick Rock Canyon" bike trails in Moab and watch a video
or two. I offer that suggestion only now that I'm safely back from the
rides!
As I'm sure you expect, I've been eavesdropping a bit on you in my
absence and am heartened by what I hear. Worship, weddings, Session
meetings, staff meetings, and so much more seem to be humming along just
fine, thank you. Yet, I know the effort from both Session and staff is
considerable. I'm humbled by your efforts and I'm grateful. I continue
to keep all of you in my prayers each morning, thankful for the kind of
job I have primarily because of the people with whom I share my days.
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